fatalistic

Fatalistic is a good word for Kathy Acker. Thank you R-Bin.

Hugh who is dead now near a decade explains decades previously at a greasy home-assembled wooden table that doing good the potential is infinite while evil offers a point of completion which has no beyond.

A twenty three year old model my shoulders hurt and my pussy is a thousand miles away and dry except for when it’s infected with yeast in which case it oozes white discomfort and doesn’t want to talk.

The needle click tomorrow for the biopsy. Hoping for a gorgeous corageous and wise doctor actually fuck gorgeous what does that even mean but either way can we do it without numbing like Kotlarz was willing to do. And could we do it with you wearing a corset and me naked?

Looking forward to seeing this double needled device they say makes a loud clicking sound when it grabs the tissue sample.

Nancy LaNasa is picking me up. Who gets a date with Nancy LaNasa? Almost noone.

It’s gonna be great.

Inter Library Lending is iLL.

18/02/2025