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Mantra is not spelled with the letter O. It’s an a. Two of them. Leave it wrong. Leave it iLL. Broken. Problematic.

The woman behind the counter where Ashirah got two for one Subway sandwiches had the word Broken tattooed in script above her left eyebrow.

He co-worker’s four kids are in a different state. The whore who the other afternoon wandering around here with a blanket around her shoulders, DCF has her four boys.

Cassandra suggests that perhaps considering the power of sound, I should retire the name Mike iLL. Ravi Singh had made the same suggestion a few years ago. It’s not me. It’s a character. All these characters we play. Mike iLL the iLLer has all the cancers and STDs and neuroses of course. Por supuesto. Pinpin Itan Gbenga Balewa scrubs his head on the ground before Elegua Odara who tricks you back onto your destiny like Ganesha with a baby’s body and elefant head.

What name did Ravi Singh give. It had to do with sound and bhakti devotion of sound. Our mind is a library with a card catalog written in intermittently visible ink.

Sat Chit Ananda translates to Truth Consciousness Bliss.

Michael Hugh Kilmer is on a birth certificate filled out in October of nineteen sixty-nine.

All of these parallel interconnected penis vaginas.

Wahe is wow. Om is the vibration of this universe.

Wahe Om iLL-nanda how’s that for a new name.

Abukenke is the path of Elegua/Elegba Marino describes as “defectivo” like Babalu Aye. Sickly. Saint Lazarus covered in scabs leprous leaning on a staff. His dog.

Python and the modulo operator can automate cyclical subjects in these entries. How interesting. Hypersexuality is a pathology no?

They all end in Singh the names in that lineage. Om Singh; Bhakti Singh; Fuck Me Singh; Rock Me Singh; it’s in there somewhere and will find a way out if the cancer doesn’t well what if recovering from cancer is actually counter to my destiny? Is it possible that when this game ends the years since the previous deadly manifestation of squamous cells was an annoying interference with the long term plan? Now here is all there. Is. Is here now all there.

TERRIBLE LIE: this great art can only be discovered if packaged up in a relatively abriged life. Otherwise those who would discover it will be dead too soon.

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26/02/2025