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The neck issues persist. A few weeks ago in a dream Herbie Wagner, Caroline’s dad in Mobile, showed up at a dream party and made a comment about the anger-based cancer in my neck.

Following a week of antibiotics and steroids prescribed by gorgeous Dr. Hilliary White, Dr Ho suggests we hit it harder with pharmacuticals for another week, then do the CT scan.

Been thinking about Vishnu and the Kastaubah gem which landed in his throat so that always and only truth could come through.

The color is azure. Vishuddha the 5th chakra at the neck area. Open the gate. Both ways. All directions.

No, Mom. No mother of Mom. No, mother of mother of Mom. No more storing it up and releasing it out the side.

Let the anger stream through. The sky stops nothing.

Growling is fun.

9/01/2025